Feeling neither here nor there is disheartening, because you don’t quite know where to put yourself or when the end of the feeling will be. This makes it uncomfortable to be in your own skin and imposed with the struggle of not being able to enjoy looking forward to what’s ahead because there’s no arrival date to hold on to.
I’m learning to vibe at my own frequency but I have to say, it takes serious work to stay in tune with it. When I’m in my vibe, life is good and things flow almost miraculously, however I keep getting dragged out of it by the distractions around me. I keep getting swept off by what I see in front of me rather than overriding it all by focusing on and creating with what’s within me.
To see past what’s visible to us, to see beyond all the stuff and to remember that I am a spiritual being having a human experience is something that I know intrinsically, yet I keep getting caught on the barbs as I scratch my way through this path of clearing and manifesting. My monkey mind keeps snagging my operating thoughts with a very convincing and persuasive self-talk that takes me out of my groove and into the doldrums. True, it’s mostly old habitual stuff, and I am gradually changing it but being tripped up constantly is frustratingly annoying. Especially because half the time I don’t even realise I’ve slipped back into old habits until I’m well into them.
Yes, meditation and listening to positive music helps greatly to cleanse my mind but I can’t just put some music on and begin meditating in the midst of a social interaction (as much as I would like to sometimes). No, the private times are mostly okay, it’s the being around people who are stuck in their misery and seem to want to stay there and yet complain about it, that is where I struggle.
I’m learning to vibe at my own frequency but I have to say, it takes serious work to stay in tune with it. When I’m in my vibe, life is good and things flow almost miraculously, however I keep getting dragged out of it by the distractions around me. I keep getting swept off by what I see in front of me rather than overriding it all by focusing on and creating with what’s within me.
To see past what’s visible to us, to see beyond all the stuff and to remember that I am a spiritual being having a human experience is something that I know intrinsically, yet I keep getting caught on the barbs as I scratch my way through this path of clearing and manifesting. My monkey mind keeps snagging my operating thoughts with a very convincing and persuasive self-talk that takes me out of my groove and into the doldrums. True, it’s mostly old habitual stuff, and I am gradually changing it but being tripped up constantly is frustratingly annoying. Especially because half the time I don’t even realise I’ve slipped back into old habits until I’m well into them.
Yes, meditation and listening to positive music helps greatly to cleanse my mind but I can’t just put some music on and begin meditating in the midst of a social interaction (as much as I would like to sometimes). No, the private times are mostly okay, it’s the being around people who are stuck in their misery and seem to want to stay there and yet complain about it, that is where I struggle.